Pain Demands To Be Felt !!

I always waited for every “first” with you,

But it was not the same from you..

I wanted to see each corner holding you hand,

You were busy alone discovering hill, sea and sand..

At times I feel I am wrong,

So I try recovering myself with tunes of song..

I feel incomplete inspite of being one,

Because you never bothered to understand my heart atleast once..

May be I wont express this to you ever,

But I am sure you will realize the day I will be lost forever..

P.S This poem is not indicating anyone in my life but during march I wrote this so shared with you all. I was inspired by the book Fault in our stars so you can see this pirticular title of my poem


soo short story !! (one)

she loved someone so deeply that she started believing his abnormal traits as symbol of love.
they departed.

she fell for a stranger! but she felt unsecured, jealous, sad at times because in him the abnormal traits were missing which she still searched for.
she cursed her past.
she cursed herself for misunderstanding her Guardian Angel.

Mood swings — the horrible one..

“happy – sad – jealous – irritated -happy – horrified – tired – insecured – angry”.. on n onnnnnn

Goshhh !!! Totally fed up with this MOOD SWINGS. I never understood the cause of mood swings but recently I am facing this very much. I am noticing that within minutes my moods are changing.


Sometimes I am very happy, the very next moment I am sad thinking of some unhappy moments which took place in my life, then again I am becoming romantic, but suddenly then I am feeling insecured thinking I may loose my love etc etc etc. Even while reading books or listening songs some particular incident is getting triggered in my memory which in turn is causing a mood swing :/

I knew human nature was strange but now I realize human moods are strange too. I fail to realize why we remember the bad or unhappy moments more than the good ones, even when a person floods your life with happiness we tend to remember the little moments when we felt hurt and brag about that in mind for many years. Is our brain designed by God in such a way that it is easier for us to remember the sad moments more frequently than the happy ones ??? or else is it we ourselves who try to gain attention and empathy by being sad ???

Neways I don’t know how long this mood swings will keep irritating me… But lemme know if have any solution..

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