The Black And White Heart !!


It’s the heart which paints the world red,
It’s the same heart which makes you dead.

It’s the heart which makes you smile,
It’s the same heart which makes you bleed every while .

It’s the heart which makes you dream,
It’s the same heart which makes you cry and scream.

I wonder whether the heart is loud or quite ,
but I am sure it’s a blend of black and white .

———– Shahini.

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P.S Kindly do not copy.

Behind every successful Women there are two Men !!!


Firstly I would like to say a very HAPPY WOMEN’S DAY to all the lovely, elegant ladies all across the globe. Women were, women is and women will forever be the symbol of strength, love, care, elegance, beauty and intelligence. Women according to me are the finest and most divine creation of God who makes the world an even more beautiful place. Just like flowers women also enhances the beauty of the society with its ability to love, to fight against odd, to care for all, to forgive, to praise others. My mother is the first women of the society in my eyes who makes me feel proud to be a women, Who is a real example of a perfect woman in my life. But today on this special day I being a successful women of the society would like to take the opportunity to show my gratitude towards the two most important men of my life, for whom today I am successful and complete Women of the society. You may feel that on women’s day why am I praising men !! The reason is ,, one of the biggest traits of a perfect women is show to respect and gratitude to the one who deserves it , no matter whether that person is male or female . Now let me tell you who are those two person : The king aka My Dad (Avijit Sengupta) : The person whose hand I held and started walking, whose hand I held and started moving towards my goal. My dad worked day and night just so that I can grow up and touch my dreams. He always believed a girl is no less than a boy so he always gave me the freedom like a boy. He is the one who was always by my side during my each and every decision.He is always my biggest strength. I am basically the princess of my dad and trust me he will forever be my king. I know thanks is not a word which can be applied for dad so would like to say “DAD I LOVE YOU. ITS BECAUSE OF YOUR HARDWORK THAT I AM HERE TODAY”… The prince aka My Husband ( Sushanta Mohan Rakshit) : He is one such man who came into my life not a long time back but he showed that for turning life into heaven you need just a minute. Today I am standing here is just because of his support. I wonder what I would have been without him. He is the one who not only makes me a complete woman but made me a successful woman. He stayed awake nights after nights just for me so that I can stand tall in front of the world. And trust me I really stood as one of the most successful woman in a world championship in  front of the whole world just because of him. To me my husband is like fresh oxygen. He really made me fly like a free bird in the vast sky without putting any restrictions for me. So I would like to say “I LOVE YOU DEAR HUBBY FOR MAKING ME THE COMPLETE WOMAN”.. shun I received these two roses for Women’s day from a shop today, so I would like to dedicate these two roses to my dad and husband… I hope many of you feel the same like me… I hope you people enjoyed reading my post.. 🙂 keep smiling..

Love or Career ???


This is my first post in new year. You all might wonder why I suddenly took up this strange topic for blog, but trust me like me I am sure many are back there on the other side of laptop having the same question on mind.

My new year started real well with the love and warmth of husband and blessings for elders. But unfortunately on 2nd I had one of my most emotional , confused, sad day as my husband left for another continent on that day. Since I started working in august 2014 so I decided not to join my husband right now and stay back to continue working.

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But when I reached the airport to say goodbye to husband, trust me I could not control my tears. That was the moment when I first regretted with my decision of staying back. I realised how much more important love is in our life. We may have prestigious job , money etc but when you don’t have a person to hug after returning home, your life is no less than hell. My husband always told the days gone will not return so we should utilize the days totally and flourish our career, I feel same like him but with little difference ie. .days gone will not return so we should utilize the days totally and love our loved ones as much as possible.

Its true career is of huge importance specially when you are in the growing phase of life but I guess simultaneously staying with your loved ones, caring for them, loving them is also of utmost importance and pleasure too.

So the entire day I thought whether I took the right decision or not and I basically came to the conclusion that maybe in this situation LOVE IS THE WINNER…………. Though I dont know whether due to circumstances I can leave my job and choose love but would request each of you that iff you are having a chance do choose love. You wont regret ..

You all may have different perspective, so feel free to share here. Also leme know if you feel the same. Till then enjoy 🙂

dream BIG !!


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I always believe that unless we dream we cant achieve anything in life.. Many people always told me i am a “day dreamer” or just a “dreamer” which I personally took as offence at times but now I feel the opposite.. I feel great to call myself a dreamer now as I believe I could achieve things I wanted in life because I started dreaming since childhood.. Whether it is career or love life or social desires, I always did dream of each thing..

Dream big to get little,
dream small to get nothing……

So keep dreaming and keep enjoying !!!!

Happiness = Reaching the goal !


Since childhood I always wished to work in a big branded company. Being an engineer in the field of computer science was always my dream. Whenever I saw people coming out of the offices with the employee badges I felt so jealous as I wanted to be right there. The tall office buildings were like churches and temple to me as the two are to religious people.
My journey of being an engineer was not very easy or smooth. I moved step by step towards my goal, but at times I failed and fell but I never stopped. I was totally disheartened at times but still never lost all hopes.
Today finally I reached my goal. Today I stood on the topmost floor of my office with the employee badge hanging from my neck. This sounds stupid to some people I guess but trust me the Happiness I got today maybe I cant explain with words right here.
We all have small or big goals and dreams in life, today I realised the happiness and joy of accomplishing the goal even after crossing thorns and hurdles your way..
I am specially happy for my parents because today I could fulfill their dream too, their effort and sacrifice finally got a reward.
As I have felt the happiness, I pray that all of you and even the persons I dont know may reach their goal and enjoy this pleasure. Best of luck to all !!

Phase of nostalgia …


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At times suddenly when you are cleaning your room or drawer and you come across bits of tokens saved as memories you really get a smile at the corner of your lips.
Today the same happened with me. Suddenly I came across these little things which I wrapped and kept with love in my drawer. These includes the first love letter of my fiancee to me before he was leaving for USA again. I remember on 28th of december 2012 right before I went to drop him to the airport he handed me this, and I slept with this letter for months just to feel him with me.
The cute teddy bear packet was filled with chocolates and brought by him on our first date on 4th december 2012 🙂
Here you all can see express tickets of the Empire State Building in New York too which I kept as I still cant forget that 15 minutes of my life when I was on top of the world standing at the 86TH floor of Empire State building in the ice freezing air in the arms of him. In the future we will surely visit many more wonderful places of the world but this visit will forever be special to both of us.
I guess you all are wondering what is the packet at the side !! thats actually the packet of Chipotel in which he brought lunch for me as I was hungry for the entire day after reaching NYC.

Actually all these may seem just packets or tickets or a sheet of paper but trust me these little pieces of memories still invoke a sheer sense of joy in my heart and out of happiness and the feeling of “being loved” I just go blushy and goofy.

I guess you all too must be having such tiny treasures in your life which are priceless and which gives you happiness till date. And in case if you dont have then I would suggest you to start keeping these little things of your loved ones as when you come across them suddenly or check them out sometime you will feel tremendous happiness..

Keep loving and keep feeling loved 🙂 ❤